New York Dreamer

Too many hopes and dreams from where im at today.
This is the cutest thing ive ever seen

This is the cutest thing ive ever seen

WHYYYY

So its time for my occasional rant.I am really confused.What is wrong with me?Why cant i accept affection?I hate having to neglect others because of my insecurities.I push others away because of this reason,Im upset this is what i have come to.It scares me because how am i ever supposed to love someone?All i do is worry about getting too close to someone.It has to do with my many reasons.

  • What will my family say?
  • What will others think?
  • How will i be portrayed?

I shouldn’t have to worry about this stuff.

I AM JUST SO FUCKED UP.