So its time for my occasional rant.I am really confused.What is wrong with me?Why cant i accept affection?I hate having to neglect others because of my insecurities.I push others away because of this reason,Im upset this is what i have come to.It scares me because how am i ever supposed to love someone?All i do is worry about getting too close to someone.It has to do with my many reasons.
- What will my family say?
- What will others think?
- How will i be portrayed?
I shouldn’t have to worry about this stuff.
I AM JUST SO FUCKED UP.